October 29, 2009. Early morning. I didn't have to be at work until later on this afternoon. I'm lying on the couch with the laptop watching tv on mute and listening to some music. Multi-tasking I guess. A weird feeling just went through my body. As I was loking at a picture of a beach on Facebook. I had this deja-vous. Sometimes you can have deja-vous that is a visual memory but this one was an actual physical and emotional feeling that involved a sense of joy and calm mixed with aweness. The picture ressembled my grandmother's house in Port-Salut, Haiti. The beach with its white sands. The coconut trees along the beach with their long skinny leaves that looks like hair. The little crabs and shells the waves would carry. The smell of the sea breeze. The sensation that the earth was moving when you stared at the moving clouds. My foundest memory was horseback riding along the beach with some friends.
How I wish I could just visit that place again, in my life. That feeling. When you feel as one with the world around you, where the sea and the sky is part of your mind.

Well, gotta go back to ''reality''. Three different shows to prepare for. All in one month.