Instinct - Today and tomorow

My instinct told me
At first to stay away
But did I listen...
I knew what was to happen
Why did I still do it...
Simply because I could

I didn't care
If it was gonna hurt later
I was craving that high
The hurting is now
And It was like crack
That just fell from the sky
Made me feel so good

I had so much pain in my heart
I needed something to anesthetize it
It looked so pure
It took away my mind
Even though it told me so
A sweet high
Nothing but a sweet high

When I woke up next morning
I should have listened
My instinct told me so...
I should have left
And not come back

Than the wise man
Ruined it all
By telling me again
''Never regret
what made you smile...''